Wonderings

24 days ago, I said I was still alive and a new post was coming soon.
Well, better late than never, although I really have no idea what to write about.

I just figured since I was procrastinating my bed-time, I should do something (semi)productive. So, here we are.

*I have started three different posts, and deleted them because they weren't the 'right' thing to post right now* Humph.

What is really on my mind?

• I am tired of having this cough that keeps me up all night.
• I am happy for my cousin and his wife who just announced they will be having twins next May!
• I am scared for next year and Obamacare to kick in.
• I am not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow.
• I am frustrated because my apartment didn't get cleaned (it was the ONLY "to do" item on my list for Thanksgiving Break).
• I am sad that I have friends in physical pain and there is no explanation for them (as of yet) as to why they are hurting.
• I am super glad I got to see my nephews on Saturday, but sad because I didn't get to see their mom or dad (their aunt dropped the boys off at my mom's house).
• I am needing to start sending off my Christmas cards.
• According to a fortune cookie fortune, 'your laugh and enthusiasm pleases those around you' - does it really? Or does it just annoy them? LOL
• Looking around my apartment at all the 'stuff' I have here... I am by no means a hoarder, but I wonder if I subconsciously feel more lonely than I thought I did. I own a LOT of books and movies!!
• I have friends that I have not talked to in a long time, and I feel bad that I haven't talked to them.
• I wonder if I really ever will be married and have kids.
• I am sad that kids these days are lacking in respect, dependability, courtesy, loyalty, good moral ethics, good work ethics, etc.
• Was I really supposed to be a left-handed person? Since, scientifically speaking, the side of your body that you use more should be bigger than the other side... right? I'm right handed, but the left side of my body is bigger. In my family, anyone else who is right handed, the right side of their bodies is bigger. Maybe I'm just more messed up than I thought I was.
• I miss my friends who live out of state.
• I really should be going to bed.
• I need to start writing in my journal again - and I need to start 'digitizing' my journals (yep. and that will be a task!)
• I need a haircut.
• I am so uber excited for Les Mis to come out on Christmas!! Hot guys singing?? Sign me up!

I really will try to get back on the ball and post more frequently, with pictures and fun stories! I don't even know who reads my blog anymore. Anyway...
'Til Next Time